A poem to my father

Father God as I pray to you and pour out my heart on this tablet. Please hear the cry of your child. I know you can hear my heart beat because you shaped me and chose me. Father help me do you remember me. I’ve been praying to you since I was three. I’m having a heart attack struggling to keep this heart intact. All I want to do is make you proud! But why does it appear as if you have forsaken me? I have faith in…