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I Remember You
Father God as I pray to you and pour out my heart on this tablet. Please hear the cry of your child. I know you can hear my heartbeat because you shaped me and chose me. Father help me do you remember me? I’ve been praying to you since I was three. I’m having a heart attack struggling to keep this heart intact. All I want to do is make you proud! But why does it appear as if you have forsaken me? I have faith in you! The question is do you believe me when I speak? I know I don’t always talk sweetly. Times when I don’t father listen to my heart beat there you’ll find wheat. Take me seriously for I am weak. I’m an outcast ready to throw in the towel. Father protect me for I rely on you for my safety. I have been mistreated, and spiritually abused as I pray to you, they prey on me. Oh, Father protect me I am still a baby, please don’t let them suck the life out of me.
I’m writing to you because you said to put it on a tablet. As I write my soul bleeds! Is this because I put all my faith in you? I have faith in you bigger than a seed. This oblivious kid has big dreams now I’m despondent and disappointed. Because I remember the relationship we had when I was three as I prayed to you, I felt a sweet breeze while you rocked me asleep and wrapped your arms around me and spoke to me in my dreams. I pinky promised to be all you have chosen me to be. I remember I said that before I fell asleep. Father, you chose me and wrote…
